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if only nothing changed.
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16 November 2009 @ 12:00 am
if only it was as simple as it was before.
if only nothing changed.
if only ..
15 November 2009 @ 11:35 pm
girl you know i miss you,
i just wanna kiss you.
but i cant right now baby,
so just kiss me thru' the phone.
i just wanna kiss you.
but i cant right now baby,
so just kiss me thru' the phone.
15 November 2009 @ 11:29 pm
tried to make a collage , but it cant be resized here :/
CHOMPCHOMP w/ zhen hui qiwei fa drew to celebrate being promoted .
yay.
FATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTt
15 November 2009 @ 10:45 pm
15 November 2009 @ 09:50 pm
I'm having a mild headache now. I believed it's because i'm lacking of sleep. Right now, i'm gg to bathe and i'll sleep and then tmr i'll continue thinking about what i'm thinking now..
Sounds good? :)
Sounds good? :)
15 November 2009 @ 07:18 pm
I know this is a little okay fine waaaaaaaaaaaay overdued since Kite Fest was like months back? Lol. Nonetheless, posting them up to stir some memories if you guys dropped by!
( gimme gimme more! )
15 November 2009 @ 11:14 am
15 November 2009 @ 11:07 am
Do you know all that you told me , i know they are lies , its not that i don't care , its just that i cannot be bothered anymore .
Yay , my name imprinted by the management office , so honoured , bleah .
After party , met Ting for lunch cause he needed something from me .
- Hello Ting , you're so damn gay and you got problems .
- At bus interchange went to toilet then Ting say that girl like sick like that so we look at her then go toilet then come out from toilet , we look at her again then she look at us , then i asked you okay not , LOL , I tell you YenTing laugh like mad down there , he say i damn gay , l0l . Then the girl just nodd her head say ya i'm okay . Then we walked off after that , then Ting keep saying want to cab her home , right Ting (: ? Why you so gay ?
- I went to WC after that and Ting went JE library to borrow books .
- I contracted the flu bug from my friend ):
Asscrack : Thanks !
Leez : Really ma , some girls sulk really can kiss my ass one , you want try sulk to me then see what happen to you ? Heehee . No lorh , i kind of regretted buying cause i never really go think through about it , haha .
15 November 2009 @ 12:55 am
I watched gossip girls with my favourite pals, from 1pm till 5am.. I mean like what the srsly?!?!? Hahahah, then i realised that I didn't understand the story much despite watching so long ( oh btw the Nate guy is really hot; ) ) and i missed my own taiwan drama. Hahah brought me back to how much people want to fit in to smth they don't belong to, jus to be IN the crowd, which i thought was quite sad. Why can't people just do what they like and why must they try to fit in? :( I don't think they'll be happy!! Just like Gossip girls, one of them had to do things which she felt terrible after doing, just to gain that acceptance. My god i felt so angry and i really think that she's pathetic!!
Seeing how people trys to gain " happiness " and popularity through all means, i'm pretty sure about what i wanna do, even thou i know i can't please everyone!! After all, God made you & I unique, not to please people! :)
Seeing how people trys to gain " happiness " and popularity through all means, i'm pretty sure about what i wanna do, even thou i know i can't please everyone!! After all, God made you & I unique, not to please people! :)
Current Mood: 
loved
loved15 November 2009 @ 12:52 am
3 rolls of film taken last December... and which I procrastinated developing til now.
While there were mistakes (like gloved hands coming into the frame ><) here are a few of the happy accidents :) Click for full-sized versions.
Cross-processed; Kodak Elitechrome (blue-r ones), Ektachrome (green/yellow ones)
Someone's handiwork made my day :)
( Japan & Batam )
For a first 3 rolls, I'm quite happy! Just wish film could be less draining on the wallet ):
(P.S. what regular - non-slide - film do you find the best, and which lab's the cheapest for regular, 135mm processing?)
EDIT, 15 NOV: While looking through iPhoto, I realised I missed out a few other pretty ones! Here they are: ( a few more )
While there were mistakes (like gloved hands coming into the frame ><) here are a few of the happy accidents :) Click for full-sized versions.
Cross-processed; Kodak Elitechrome (blue-r ones), Ektachrome (green/yellow ones)
Someone's handiwork made my day :)
( Japan & Batam )
For a first 3 rolls, I'm quite happy! Just wish film could be less draining on the wallet ):
(P.S. what regular - non-slide - film do you find the best, and which lab's the cheapest for regular, 135mm processing?)
EDIT, 15 NOV: While looking through iPhoto, I realised I missed out a few other pretty ones! Here they are: ( a few more )
14 November 2009 @ 11:21 pm
disappointed14 November 2009 @ 10:49 pm
Just found out that my grandmother (maternal) had a slight heart attack last week, really thank God she's fine.
Anyway, Michelle Branch is really awesome as well, she's so pretty, and her songs have awesome lyrics! :D
Anyway, Michelle Branch is really awesome as well, she's so pretty, and her songs have awesome lyrics! :D
Current Music: Michelle Branch - Sooner Or Later
14 November 2009 @ 10:29 pm
if i were boy ,
i think i could understand how it feels to love a girl.
i swear i'd be a better man.
i think i could understand how it feels to love a girl.
i swear i'd be a better man.
14 November 2009 @ 10:16 pm
standard chartered volunteers briefing @ RP in the morning w/ joan.
i fell asleep for 40minutes.
big school , really nice.
met the pjc people &headed to MINDS.
it was great interacting with the interllectually disabled, it wasnt exactly calm and cool at first,
but slowly, you get the hang of it and it was great.
it was good seeing them smile (:
altho' at fist when i was paired with one of them , i had to pull gabriel along so bad cos i was so freaked.
heartwarming , i cant wait for ACID(annual camp for the interllectually disabled) camp 2009.
CHOMP CHOMP TMR WITH CLIQUE . fattttttttttttttttt.
14 November 2009 @ 09:51 pm
14 November 2009 @ 09:10 pm
hahah today Kath and I had telepathy; gr8 minds think alike.
I cant wait to see her red head we cant wait to surprise each other
Ok see you, and see me w much shock:D
OK monique's house tmr,its ok for those who cant,there will be a day next week<3333
I cant wait to see her red head we cant wait to surprise each other
Ok see you, and see me w much shock:D
OK monique's house tmr,its ok for those who cant,there will be a day next week<3333
14 November 2009 @ 02:53 pm
hiiiiiiiiiii I'm going to dye my hair today. Bleach it blonde,don't want to go for clb listening. Bunch of bullshits. I'm not excited for monday but maybe it'll be fun. My nails are damn long and my eyes look like I'm back from the dead. I which I had my passport so I could at least travellllllllllllllll.
Rei's fucking annoying and noisy I swear la srsly wtf is wrong with that little bitch cunt face. Oh vulgarities.
I'm damn scared to leave the house btw but its a dumb reason hahahahahaha. uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh yea.
Belda's perming her hair.
the end.
Rei's fucking annoying and noisy I swear la srsly wtf is wrong with that little bitch cunt face. Oh vulgarities.
I'm damn scared to leave the house btw but its a dumb reason hahahahahaha. uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh yea.
Belda's perming her hair.
the end.
14 November 2009 @ 01:43 pm
“
When someone breaks your heart, first you are shocked. Someone will say you are heartbroken and you examine the words break and heart and heart broken and you immediately decide that it’s inaccurate. You feel pain in the region of your heart and you think it’s your heart breaking one’s heart doesn’t really break, something else does — faith. You stop believing.
No not in the big things which are most of the time irrelevant. You still believe in God or Buddha or some supreme being… You just stop believing in small things that you do, the small things that give meaning to your daily life, and you begin to think everything is pointless: Why get up? Why dress up? Why breathe in and out? What for? What for?
When someone breaks your heart (your faith), you stop believing and you switch off the lights inside your heart. Someone is home but that someone is lying in the dark, in the room farthest from the gate, and that someone can’t hear anything. Friends, parents, they all call out to her from the gate (“come out” which means “move on.”) but they are unheard, unseen, unacknowledged.
When someone breaks your heart, you turn into a small ball of self pity. You lie in bed, in a ball. You hug your knees, keeping them closed to your chest like a fetus. Freud said that it’s human instinct to go back to the womb where we can feel safe.
But that’s what happens when someone breaks you heart — they steal the very thing that makes you feel safe, whole, intact.
”
- M.D. Balangue
When someone breaks your heart, first you are shocked. Someone will say you are heartbroken and you examine the words break and heart and heart broken and you immediately decide that it’s inaccurate. You feel pain in the region of your heart and you think it’s your heart breaking one’s heart doesn’t really break, something else does — faith. You stop believing.
No not in the big things which are most of the time irrelevant. You still believe in God or Buddha or some supreme being… You just stop believing in small things that you do, the small things that give meaning to your daily life, and you begin to think everything is pointless: Why get up? Why dress up? Why breathe in and out? What for? What for?
When someone breaks your heart (your faith), you stop believing and you switch off the lights inside your heart. Someone is home but that someone is lying in the dark, in the room farthest from the gate, and that someone can’t hear anything. Friends, parents, they all call out to her from the gate (“come out” which means “move on.”) but they are unheard, unseen, unacknowledged.
When someone breaks your heart, you turn into a small ball of self pity. You lie in bed, in a ball. You hug your knees, keeping them closed to your chest like a fetus. Freud said that it’s human instinct to go back to the womb where we can feel safe.
But that’s what happens when someone breaks you heart — they steal the very thing that makes you feel safe, whole, intact.
”
- M.D. Balangue
14 November 2009 @ 01:35 am